Alone With Tears

Even when I close my eyes
I can't let go of the memories
Though faint, these fingertips
Still feel your warmth

Did I erase and throw away
The memories we loved?
Even if it seems forgotten
I find myself drawing you
Alone in the darkness

Everything collapses around me
I, who only knew you
Feels like I'm going crazy
Alone in tears

I'm exhausted without you like this
It's not living even if I breathe
This hellish time
Seems like it won't end like this

Even if mosquitoes bite and my chest aches
I keep calling out
Holding onto your name
I live enduring like this
As if it's all a dream

Afraid everything will disappear
I catch tears in memories
Drawing you
Alone in the darkness
Everything collapses around me

I, who only knew you
Feels like I'm going crazy
Alone in tears
I'm exhausted without you like this

It's not living even if I breathe
This hellish time
Seems like it won't end
Again like this

In search of an unhealable sadness
Even if it makes me fall asleep
In this heart, in these eyes
It rises again
The more I try to hold on
The more painful it gets

This love
Leaves a dark bruise
With only a story left behind
It will only remain as a long scar
Alone in tears

I'm exhausted without you like this
It's not living even if I breathe
This hellish time
Though I loved so much
The end
The end
Of my eternal love