Brainwashing (ft. Rakkun)

Born to grow and maintain a life
The future will call for that cruel burden
Something so banal that it will never stop
Like the others
I longed to move forward

Maybe, I expected much more
Maybe, I didn't want to be wrong

I can't stand having to grow up
Just destroy my life

It's true I have no reason to die
Still, there is no point in wanting to live
I know very well that even if I die, the future will not change

Tell me then
What do I have to do here?

Hold on to the present and just keep going?

Having to grow up, unable to be happy
For everyone else
This is normal

It smells so awful
The future that will come even though I long to move forward
It will be of no use now

Maybe, I didn't want to assimilate
There are reasons to forgive

I locked it with a key
My weak heart

No one can hurt me anymore!

It's true, in the end what
I'm only looking for love

But I don't really know what it is to love

Pain teaches us that
We must mature now

In my chest there is an open hole

Can you explain this reality to me?

On my face are the marks of my pain
They will hunt me down no matter what I try to do

What I wanted to leave behind
These are dreams that I could never realize

It's true the seconds just move forward without stopping

My wounds will never heal

In the end everything moves forward in time
And I stay behind

Yesterday only laughs at my sorrow

You call words what you want to express

But they are facing a cruel storm

I became someone weak and now
I don't know what to do anymore

I just want a little warmth
Please just give me your warmth