Brainwashing (ft. Rakkun)

Born to grow and maintain a life
The future will call that cruel burden
Something so trivial that will never stop
Just like the others
I longed to move forward

Perhaps, I expected much more
Perhaps, I didn't want to be wrong

I can't bear having to mature
It destroys my life without more

It's true I have no reason to
Die
Still, there's no point in wanting to live
I know well that even if I die the future
Won't change

Tell me, then
What do I have to do here!

Hold on to the present and just go on?
Having to grow, unable to be happy
For everyone else
This is something normal

It smells so bad
The future that will come even though
I long to move forward
It will be of no use

Perhaps, I didn't want to accept
That there are reasons to forgive

With a key I locked
My weak heart

No one can hurt me anymore!

It's true, in the end what
I seek is only love

But I don't really know what love is

Pain teaches us that
We must mature

In my chest there's a hole
Can you explain this reality to me?

On my face are the
Marks of my pain
They will haunt me, no matter what
I try to do

What I wanted to abandon when leaving it
In the past
Are dreams I could never fulfill

It's true, the seconds
Just keep moving forward

My wounds will never
Heal

In the end everything moves in time
And I stay behind

Yesterday just laughs at my sorrow

You call words to
What you want to express
But they are facing a
Cruel storm

I became weak and now
I don't know what to do

I just want a little warmth
Please, just give me your warmth