Esta Cobardia

She doesn't even realize when I look at her
To not give myself away, I hold back a sigh
That my silent love ignites when I see her
That I would give my life to possess her

She doesn't even realize that my eyes shine
That I tremble by her side and even blush
That she is the reason that awakens my love
That she is my delirium and doesn't realize

This cowardice of my love for her
Makes me see her like a star
So far, so far in the vastness
That I never expect to reach her

She doesn't even realize that I have obtained her
The warm kisses she hasn't asked for
That in my sad, dreamless nights
In a crazy desire, I feel like her owner

She doesn't even realize that I have already enjoyed her
Because she has been mine without being loved
That it is her cold soul that torments me
That she sees me dying and doesn't realize

I look at her from afar in my cowardice but I know what it is
Her owner in reality in life

And she doesn't realize my love for her even if it's for me
Just like the only star, how beautiful

I spend whole nights thinking that I have enjoyed her
With soul and body, how much love we have given each other

My heart beats fast, her presence makes me tremble
I'm going crazy and she doesn't even realize

I had her in my arms drunk with love for me
Giving me her kisses saying yes to everything

And to think it was a fantastic dream of intimacy
This world is so small, the ungrateful one doesn't want more
I step aside