Le stade

It's been weeks since I haven't been out
I'm afraid of running into you on the street
I post some selfies on my story
I remove them as soon as you've seen them

I act like I have a lot of friends
Like I live in luxury
While I cry alone in my bed
Every time I see you on the bus

I haven't reached the stadium
Where I would tell you I'm stable
And that my heart, intact
Is ready to take more hits

I haven't reached the stadium
Where I would tell a woman
Everything I feel, face to face
Without being afraid she'll break me

You can keep my hoodie
I never really liked it anyway
I'll do great things so you can tell
Other boys that I've already loved

But for now I'm writing music
That will stay on my computer
Until the day I get out of bed
And bring it to a record label
And then it will surely become a hit
And deep down it will be your fault
I'll do concerts day after day

And for the first time I will have reached
The stadium where I'll tell you I'm stable
And that my heart, intact
Is ready to take more hits

I haven't reached the stadium
Where I would tell a woman
Everything I feel, face to face
Without being afraid she'll break me

I could have brought you on stage
You would have signed autographs yeah
We would have traveled the world
To escape the photographers
Every night five-star hotel
You would have done everything even acting
But I reassure you it won't happen
Because finally for the first time

I would have reached the stadium
Where I'll tell you I'm stable
And that my heart, intact
Is ready to take more hits

I haven't reached the stadium
Where I would tell a woman
Everything I feel, face to face
Without being afraid she'll break my heart

I might cry in two weeks
But I'll act like nothing's wrong
Like I don't feel any pain

I reach the stadium where I can enjoy the life I lead
Where you're no longer in my head
And I'm no longer in yours

Maybe I still love you a little, that's the problem
But I'll act like nothing's wrong
Like I don't feel any pain