Fantasmas

It was like a movie
A documentary about the life of a cow, you know?
Something like that, but it seemed to be good, you know?
It seemed to be good
But listen: Tomorrow
I don't know if João has already given you a shout, if Beli has already given you a shout
I'll hit them up, so they can send you another shout
So you can stay connected, alright?
When is your show? Friday?

I wanted to leave, I feel like I'm not like this anymore
How you want me
I wanted to be exclusive, even if it's foolish
But I prefer when you surround me
I've always been confused by what I never had
Like a crisis over any woman
I use my telepathy and at twenty I would only wish
To be a teenager again
Skipping class at Bruna's house
Her mom was always traveling, I would just stay without a shirt
At fourteen, I was just a puritan
Losing innocence, having sex
At fifteen, I learned to smoke a cigarette
Learned to drive in the countryside of São Paulo
Sixteen, I lost my father and realized how fragile everything was
How easy it was to feel alone

I never understood love
I never understood what I am
I feel misunderstood
Enough to think about sui—
But all I see is my mom and my kids
I would never be as missed as my father was with me
I try to seem strong, that's why I only cry in secret
I didn't even want to put this track on the album (oh)

Now I see so clearly
Remember the ghosts? They came back
I feel they hold me back, they are traumas
Now I have to face them

Fear never, the weight never helps to overcome
Mistakes help and over time I will recover

How does it work? Who gave me the magic?
The angels use nanotechnology
I felt anger, what else would I feel
Discovering that you would really deceive me?
I became an empty person
Realizing that you didn't realize
I am you speaking in biology
Your brother when we talk about the Bible
I am you when you go out there
I am you, I am the sky of Brasília
I am you, I know you knew
I am you, access the link in the bio
I, without you, don't know what I would do
I am you in the mirror every day
I am you when you watch over me
I am you when I don't know how to be
I no longer try to get to know you
I am you because you didn't know
About my telepathy, I am you because I have always been you
Even when I didn't know you

Now I see so clearly
Remember the ghosts? They came back
I feel they hold me back, they are traumas
Now I have to face them

Fear never, the weight never helps to overcome
Mistakes help and over time I will recover

I traveled and saw too many people
I used bad and extraordinary drugs
I've seen myself in newspapers and on radios, on digital portals
I've talked to very elevated beings
And that's why I always knew your steps
I filled your statement, I know your exact amount
I made your features
And the features of your son who came out of your sack

Now I see so clearly
Remember the ghosts? They came back
I feel they hold me back, they are traumas
Now I have to face them

Fear never, the weight never helps to overcome
Mistakes help and over time I will recover