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My cry for help...

(I ask questions, that everyone refuses to answer
I get a map, but not which way to go
My soul wants to get away from here, a prisoner for so long
should the world be like this...?
I ask questions, that everyone refuses to answer
I get a map, but not which way to go
My soul wants to get away from here, a prisoner for so long
should the world be like this...?)

My feelings
who writes about such crap
have waited 21 years for life to begin
can't bring back the memories the years took
a lost little boy lying there crying blood
Desperate
Trapped in depression
I want this journey
I could have asked my mother
She pointed in the right direction,
but I bit off halfway
Life a minefield far from a warm journey
It's cold here
and despair just grows
we smoke away our sorrow but it hits us the next day
God
(a small mistake that turned into iron)
I'm a fortune hunter always left empty-handed
I'm happy outwardly but inwardly a rebellion
standing at the border and missing my call
Damn, where is the light, where is my zest for life?
Want to be born again but come out misbegotten

(I ask questions, that everyone refuses to answer
I get a map, but not which way to go
My soul wants to get away from here, a prisoner for so long
should the world be like this...?
I ask questions, that everyone refuses to answer
I get a map, but not which way to go
My soul wants to get away from here, a prisoner for so long
should the world be like this...?)

I have to start learning to dare to feel
swallow my pride, look up even as tears flow
promised less but
now I'll keep everything
go out on the battlefield
head up, cool-headed
The child I was (was)
to the guy I became (became)
grew up fast but never the man who was whole (whole)
Everything went wrong
I wanted to start over
took a new approach but was knocked out in the first round
I was your everything
you became my closest friend
I know I messed up
but mom I love you..
my upbringing

(I climb over the protective fence, my home a safe haven and you my guardian angel)

Became a chosen son
who got to share your closeness
you're like a majestic Goddess who heals with love
never been unfair and made me suffer
you know I'm damn grateful that you stood by my side

(I ask questions, that everyone refuses to answer
I get a map, but not which way to go
My soul wants to get away from here, a prisoner for so long
should the world be like this...?
I ask questions, that everyone refuses to answer
I get a map, but not which way to go
My soul wants to get away from here, a prisoner for so long
should the world be like this...?)

Thoughts flow when I'm alone at night
Angelica for you I'd go through fire and water

No cliché that's just how it is
it feels like God bragged when he created your soul
Half of us related
why did you close your eyes?
My sister became the woman
you could never be

(Then you wondered why we don't talk anymore, a knife in the back we don't need to be friends)

Hard against hard
we know how steel is forged
You're my other self
without the bad side
we come from a family
where the rules were divided
Face your setback
the replay played out
We won that battle and walked all the way here
it's no coincidence that you were named angelic

(I ask questions, that everyone refuses to answer
I get a map, but not which way to go
My soul wants to get away from here, a prisoner for so long
should the world be like this...?
I ask questions, that everyone refuses to answer
I get a map, but not which way to go
My soul wants to get away from here, a prisoner for so long
should the world be like this......?)