En Vos Estoy Pensando

Listen baby,
Tonight I feel and in my chest I'm feeling a very strong pain
and it's because I'm losing you and I don't understand
why I'm not doing anything to defend it
and I can't
now everything is over I have no more bullets in the chamber
I let everything slip away
it was my fault it was my mistake
to have you in my arms and only cause you pain
and now it's too late to ask for forgiveness
and even though it hurts both of us the trial is over
the sentence exploded and there was no winner I just want you to know like this
that a phase of my life is now with you
a big empty place in my beaten heart
and this is the result of being resentful
and I tell you now before it's too late
it won't be that in one of those a bullet escapes and kills me
for messing up so many things
you resigned from me for being a troublemaker
and I understand you
what will it be like to live with a troublemaker
my little girl I accept it and I understand you..
even though it seems silly I'm always thinking of you
and now all day I spend smoking and messing around baby
that I'm just a kid in your life
and mine is forever lost..
and even though it seems silly I'm always thinking of you
and now all day I spend smoking and messing around baby
that I'm just a kid in your life
and mine is forever lost..
now I'm here sitting and you'll be sleeping
or actually I don't know what the hell you'll be doing
and memories come up
you kissed me in the train aisle
carressed my gun in my pocket
we had to go through high moments
those moments that will never come back
and even though I'm about to cry
I'm not going to do it it's not my style
I prefer to write something to rap
or show my gun and start shooting
because it hurts me to know that you won't be here anymore
and this is the way I have to vent
because you were the bullet that guided my path
if I was ever happy it was surely with you
and now I'm sad but I'm already used to it
always what I want they leave me stranded
it's nothing out of this world
there's just a place that you already know
that no one can fill
you were the most precious gun in my collection
the golden bullet that shone in my chamber
but now everything died I don't know who killed it was you or me
or maybe we both shot..
even though it seems silly I'm always thinking of you
and now all day I spend smoking
and messing around baby
that I'm just a kid in your life
and mine is forever lost
and even though it seems silly I'm always thinking of you
and now all day I spend smoking and messing around baby
that I'm just a kid in your life
and mine is forever lost..
I know you must hate me for the bad things
I did to you because the wounds
if you leave me..
but you left first
if you hadn't started what do you want
I'm not going to stand with my arms crossed
and you took me out first and I didn't want to forgive it
and now I feel lonely for having answered you
I also realized that you want to have something serious..
even though it seems silly all DAY I think about that
sitting and smoking with the boys I mess around
that you were the only person who heard me say I love you
but this story has come to an end because I was a troublemaker
you asked me to rescue myself and I didn't let go of the guns
I spent all day in the street drugged
I appeared dawned and with delirious eyes
you shot my heart you told me
I don't love you anymore that's why I'm here alone next to my companions baby
I'm going to die as I lived no one can help me
if you couldn't who's going to be able to rescue me
but even if you don't love me anymore you'll always be inside me
because I was just a kid in your life
and that no one will be able to change
and you'll never forget me..
even though it seems silly I'm always thinking of you
and now all day I spend smoking and messing around baby
that I'm just a kid in your life
and mine is forever lost..
even though it seems silly I'm always thinking of you
and now all day I spend smoking and messing around baby
that I'm just a kid in your life
and mine is forever lost..
even though it seems silly I'm always thinking of you
and now all day I spend smoking
and messing around baby that I'm just a kid in your life
and mine is forever lost.