Rain (Full Size)

June's lies, the truth in front of me
Dyed in sepia
Things like warmth and cuddling
I couldn't understand

You said, 'I'm fine alone... right?'
Pushing me away, saying goodbye
Even though I must have been tired of
Those kinds of clear lies

Memories that won't stop ringing
Seem unlikely to forgive
When I close my eyes, the momentum only grows
You laugh from a distance

Will the rain ever stop?
It's been cold for so long
Why does the rain choose me?
Choosing me, with no escape

The new morning I finally found
Is disturbed by the passage of time
The destination is not 'next'
I've only been chasing 'past'

You, who gave me a starting point from comfort
And me, envious and scared
I wonder if it's time, my tired cheeks
Conflict spills over

Eyes that don't want to know the past
Fingers that wash it away
Healing scars with gentle steps
A distance that seems within reach but isn't

Will the rain ever stop?
It's been cold for so long
Why does the rain choose me?
Can I be enveloped by it?

The rain, unaware of stopping
Continues to fall today
But quietly, within the offered umbrella
I snuggle up to the warmth