Borboletas

And I say I love you but I don't even know you and
The mistake is only mine
Why think about the child and the cradle
If nobody knew each other

Yes, I know all the points and all the flaws
Never wanted to be perfect, just wanted to be me
Even not feeling good when looking in the mirror
I kept fulfilling everything that was promised

And I confess it was just smoke, drinks, dramas but
My love was only yours
And you were just exchanging likes
With someone who wasn't me

Am I supposed to be calm with someone I don't trust?
Am I supposed to believe in someone who lied to me?
If it had been a month ago it would be calm
But after so long it only destroyed me

And I want to have a love like my grandparents
And I
I don't even know what that is
Maybe it's much worse than we are but
It's still standing

Different times, different stories, different values
And I ask how it is
They tell me it's easier than I think
Just have to wait

And love is not sought, it just appears
Causes wounds that don't heal even with time
But if it's genuine, it always prevails
And if it's just a passion, it flies with the wind

It's about counting the day-to-day and counting your fears
Telling all the fantasies and stories of childhood
It was never about keeping lies or keeping secrets
Trust, if it's like that, it's not love, it's fear

And I pack my bags but I won't go
Because I learned that fighting is just like this
And it costs twice as much as it did
But I learned that I love you just the same

It's not your fault if it didn't work out
And if you don't feel what I feel for you
Nowadays I know how much it cost
But I hope it won't be as hard in the future

I still feel butterflies moving inside
I just don't let them out to fly
I know that when I open my mouth they fly with the wind
And just like our love, it will never come back

They stay trapped in a cocoon for a long time
And when they see the world, they just want to fly
They end up forgetting the home they started from
And feel the need to explore only

And I know I promised to stay
Always by your side but baby, it didn't work
And believe me, I won't blame you
If I know I was the one who gave up the fight

And no matter how much time goes by
I promise my heart is only yours
You had so many stories to tell
That quickly end in a goodbye