Escrevo, Não Falo (feat. Piruka e Guga)

And what I think, I write, I don’t speak
No one understands me and I
Hmm

If I get a message these days, I don’t even know how to respond
So much to say, I ended up trying to forget it little by little
I’ve been lost, for months I’ve stumbled a few times to find myself
Of course, I’ve changed, it’s less love and a mountain of work
I’ve been in the studio making more rhymes than I used to
If I have a name, it’s not new, it’s years of hard work
Some days I leave the house without any desire, but I get up
Some days I feel nostalgic, and others I just want so much
I haven’t forgotten, it’s been a year, I carry what I have with me
I hope for a better future, a future where I’m okay
Lately, I don’t even think to avoid the pain, I drink too much
I haven’t been healthy, just doing what I can to get through the day
Even when I sleep, I’m used to having company
Today I listen to the rain alone, do you hear it alone?
Do you still think of me? While you live your life
Or was everything I lived just a lie?

And what I think, I write, I don’t speak
No one understands me and I feel the time
That heals, I hope one day life lets me smile too

Yeah, I’ve been looking for something but I haven’t found it
I fought to be rich, and nowadays I fight for stability
I’ve found love in my life, at least that’s what I thought
Until I concluded that
Losing and learning from mistakes brings maturity
I’ve lost friends in life, but honestly, I’m used to it
I come from a home where even family stole your roof and your room
I learned from it that everything in life will one day be in the past
That’s why I forgive those who always said
That in my future I wouldn’t go anywhere
And now that my life has changed, they think I’ve changed too
They don’t know half of who I am, nor half of what I’ve been through
It seems everything changes with sound, now it’s supposed to be all okay
Everyone who ignored me before
Are now the ones I greeted today
But I’m good, many falls but I’m okay
Time passes, everything changes, but I don’t forget what I went through
And what I have, I know, it’s all thanks to my mom
Years of struggle in the race with you, I never needed anyone else

And what I think, I write, I don’t speak
No one understands me and I feel the time
That heals, I hope one day life lets me smile too

Hey, wait
How do you expect life to treat you better if you don’t work for it?
No one gives you anything, and what you dream, you hustle to make it happen
Many with nothing say that poverty is the inheritance they got from their elders
But I also came from the gutter and I no longer blame life for the shit I saw
I take the rosary and pray that my daughters have golden cradles
But I fight for that because I didn’t even have a cradle
And if I ever lie, may God blow me up
And make me a dead man to show those who are alive
That I grew up streetwise and learned from the streets
That we have nothing and the bank for us is the landscape
The street is a ticket to the can, grab your carriage
Only the weak die, life is for the brave
As Gama says: I’m good, I made my bed, I lay down
I grew up with my dad in the drug world, but he’s the dad I have
I say: Thank you, my mom, I cried alone with you
But they say life is meant to be painted, and I didn’t even draw it
I don’t want money from friends, I just expect actions
Because I always walked my path, lost and alone in the world
What they call Karma, I call destiny
And they think our path is written
In the mirror, I’m a man, in my mind, a boy, but I’m no longer fooled
Today I want everything, yes, I want everything
And there’s a lot of truth that dies with me
Because I heard a lot, but I’ve always been mute
Today I want everything
In my dream, I’m always going around the world.