Mesmo Lugar

Yeah

Lately everyone’s been saying I’ve been distant and I don’t pick up the phone
At home, my girl says I never make it easy, and when she talks to me, she says I’ve been far away
I’ve never lacked anything in my little space, just working to have more than I have today
And if I don’t sit down to talk about how I feel, it’s because I grab the pen and know that the girl’s already listening
They say I should be open to everything I feel to find love and have comfort
But how can I if I’m already in my twenties and still feel like I love, just don’t know where she went
I know I should’ve changed everything I did and nothing went as it was supposed to
I’d go back and do it all the same if I knew that in the future I’d be where I am today
And time has passed, but I know
We haven’t talked, but we should’ve talked
And when they ask if I buried you
The answer is no, but I should’ve buried you
There were many times I tried to apologize, show that I had changed
Until one day I woke up, thought if it were the other way around, you wouldn’t have even tried

I’m still here, in the same place
Talking to you even without you here
I’m still here, in the same place
Talking to you even without you here

I’ve made mistakes, but I’m way more than just a mistake
To be born like this, it had to be from Tina
Honestly, I don’t care about the voice of those who judge
As long as my mom calls me and says: The balance is good
Years on end watching the old lady with a vacant look
Tides of bad luck that make men jump off the ship
Types of debts that some only solve with a bullet
Some kill themselves, and some die to feel alive
Dad, your last name is well taken care of
As long as you’re ahead, never worry about who’s following
He told me, while focused on competing against guys who never even existed
Focus on yourself, it took me a while but I learned
There’s nothing that the other does that brings out the best in me
All I have is a voice and the relief of being free
Life didn’t make me this way, I sacrificed myself

I’m still here, in the same place
Talking to you even without you here
I’m still here, in the same place
Talking to you even without you here

Oh-oh, oh-oh, oh-oh
Without you here
Oh-oh, oh-oh, oh-oh
Even without you here

I’m still here, in the same place
Talking to you even without you here
I’m still here, in the same place
Talking to you even without you here

Oh-oh, oh-oh, oh-oh
Without you here
Oh-oh, oh-oh, oh-oh
Even without you here