Bésame

destiny be cruel to me inject me with a dose of courage in the belly
see if I dare to be a being without reason without a damn purpose
for which to be alive me and my goat horn get me really active the bullets
of the pigs like in the matrix I dodge them their rounds end while I dance
like a big boy after killing them I challenge the convoy they come after
me I keep moving spreading blood and brains on the pavement
what does a pig do in front of me with a nine and without a bulletproof vest
even if he had one it won't help blood is raining the trail bodies scattered
I shoot randomly everywhere like hypnotized heads don't give in
to shots in the neck the landscape looks more beautiful each time
my mother told me to study and look at me wandering the streets
my father told me to be a professional and look at me now from rap I'm a chronicler
childhood good life have been left in the past violent I am because of how badly they treated me
so long waiting for an opportunity failed attempts things don't work out for me don't know if you're clumsy
or just stubborn don't understand my ideas please respect I've tried
to behave and act well words don't affect me look I'm still doing good
what were you expecting from me if I'm nothing just a pig who wanders in his mind
everything that happened in his life doesn't matter now he embarks on the escape

I'm a bastard who gets angry with a damn world for knowing that diamonds
are carbon I'm a bastard who wants to draw attention with a gift that to have it
was tough no poetry by day I lose joy but day by day I write poetry
that turns into phrases that with hatred say something hate to say that hate is what I love
I'm still in this and sorry to tell you but I'm enslaved by this lifestyle
following the path where a verse is the pick I know what's good and bad but I do it
I have no remedy and truth not looking for it you keep offering it and I keep rejecting it
religion is something that out of shame I forget a god I haven't given to is the god I don't ask
it's not about being brave it's about growing it's not about being tough without getting hit
it's not about flattering you so you can grow
believe me the last thing I would do is lie but I never fit with your same laws
rather in this world where I live it doesn't exist
I give what I receive so as not to give anything I ask you
if I give without receiving I don't expect anything in return

I hate the one who hates because the one who deserves it if there's no divine justice I can be the one
to take care of it and before someone kills me and before you get killed in the end
I'll always be cursed there's no church where I kneel to confess and now you think
I've lost faith and it's not like that no, it's what keeps me the bridges placed in my hands
they are so set and ready to withstand the blows of life and the falls and the wounds
that have caused me all this damn bitter journey journeys over there journeys back and forth journeys to where
now who is the one who responds only me I will endure this pain I don't care if no matter how much past
my pain escapes to hell the others only she matters and what I think if I say this is your destiny
and I will continue on the path get up I hear voices that encourage me they won't defeat me as my brother said
1,2,hoper, a straight punch they will fall now face me I'm stronger than ever because the whole and the fight
now protect my neck now asshole thought what you would do now asshole stop the bullshit.