Meu Caos

I already knew
That my heart didn't belong to you
But you know deep down I wanted
To be on good terms with you

From the start, I warned that I was complicated
And you said it was no big deal
That you liked me just the way I am

But after a while, you wanted to fly
You distanced yourself without saying anything
Without saying anything

And one day, you appeared
Saying you were tired of all the confusion
That you didn't want to hurt your heart

I didn't even react
I lay down and listened to our song
And thought about why everyone leaves

I didn't even react
I lay down and listened to our song
And thought about why everyone leaves
Why everyone runs away
Why everyone runs away from me

I said I was confusion
And you said you loved me anyway
Now you want to take another path
Because you couldn't handle my chaos
That you claimed to love so much

Yes, you claimed to love my chaos
But you decided to leave again
Again

Again another someone
Appeared in my life and decided to leave
Again another someone
Who swore eternal love left me

I don't even know if I believe in love anymore
I wish everything was flowers
But unfortunately, now everything is pain
But unfortunately, everything turned into pain