Complicado (feat. Ervin River y Jayrick)

Yeah
Everything's fine outside, my chest all wrong
I feel like it burns me like a shot of Mezcal
Eden is beautiful, I want to stay
Down here with my mic, I feel like I'm going to make it

Anxiety crisis that makes me feel like I can't even talk
And me in the dressing room, half an hour before singing
Give me silence when they look at me praying
I'm not asking for help, I'm talking to dad

Three knocks on the door, I see the lights; it's your turn
I don't go out to the movies anymore, I don't fight with crazy girls
Three turns for 30, all my level increases
I miss my old street, with a cold afternoon

A slow smile, a little minty kiss
I would like to love you, but, well, the devil tempts
He comes out after a show when the Moon is full
I have pressure on me, but, well, it doesn't overwhelm me

I built the whole future with the ink of my pen
And I never went back home, I had to buy one
This personal album, take it as a friend
Who is telling you: Well, I'm broken, but I'm still here

Sometimes I pay dearly for all the dreams I pursue
There are no hugs for the cold, just a branded coat, yeah
(Just a branded coat)
(I know I look kinda sad, but, well)

It's a little complicated
To have the devil here by my side
I told him to leave and he doesn't want to go
Apparently the Sun is going to rise again

It's a little complicated
For time to be my lawyer
I asked him to stay and he had to leave
I've been breaking and that's how I'll continue, yeah

Yeah, ah
A girl I like, can't, she's an artist
Besides, she doesn't like the street and I'm not a footballer
I care less about details than my verse on a track
And that's why I've erased myself from that list

A memory I wanted made me change episodes
Because she liked my kisses, but never my demons
I didn't even play instruments, I wouldn't even go up on that podium
And that's why, from afar, we forget about being together

The past always embraces, but burns when it burns
And after ten falls, think if it's worth it
I feel like I don't forget you, in fact, I carry you in my veins
I know it's too late for me, but, well, it's my problem

I got used to walking alone, always counting money
We lie to each other in the face, so just leave better
I'm not made of plastic and you're not my toy
And I plan to shine higher, mommy, than those pair of earrings

The world gets small when I write like today
You were everything I was, you're not what I am anymore
I know I'm going to go far, but not with you
You were everything I was, you're not what I am anymore

It's a little complicated
To have the devil here by my side
I told him to leave and he doesn't want to go
Apparently the Sun is going to rise again

It's a little complicated
For time to be my lawyer
I asked him to stay and he had to leave
I've been breaking and that's how I'll continue, yeah
I don't know where I'm going
And I keep walking
The devil hides from me
I'm not even looking for him
Yeah