Papá

Yeah
Everything's fine outside, my chest feels all wrong, I feel like I'm burning
Like a shot of mezcal, Eden looks beautiful
I want to stay down here with my mic
I feel like I'm going to make it
Anxiety crisis that makes me feel like I can't even speak

And I'm in the dressing room about half an hour before singing
Give me silence when they watch me pray
I'm not asking for help, I'm talking to dad
Three knocks on the door, I see the lights, you're leaving
It's your turn, I'm not going out to the movies, I don't fight with crazy people anymore

Three turns for 30, my level increases
I miss my old street, with a cold afternoon
A slow smile, a minty kiss
I wish I could love you, but the devil tempts
He comes out after a show, when the Moon is full

I feel the pressure, but it doesn't overwhelm me
I built the future with the ink of my pen
And I never went back home, I had to buy myself one
This personal album, take it as a friend
Who's telling you 'well, I'm broken, but I'm still here'
Sometimes I pay dearly for all the dreams I chase
There are no hugs for the cold, just a branded coat

Yeah
(Just a branded coat, I know I look kinda sad, but oh well)
It's a little complicated
To have the devil here by my side, I told him to leave and he doesn't want to
Apparently the Sun is going to rise again
It's a little complicated, for time to be my lawyer
I asked him to stay and he had to leave
I've been breaking and that's how I'll continue

Yeah oh
A girl I like, she can't
She's an artist and she doesn't like the street and I'm not a football player
I care less about details than my verse on a track
And that's why I've erased myself from that list

A memory I wanted made me change episodes
Because she liked my kisses, but never my demons
I didn't even play instruments, I wouldn't even go up on that podium
And that's why from afar we forget about being a couple

The past always embraces, but it burns when it hurts
And after ten falls, think if it's worth it
I feel like I never forget you, in fact
I carry you in my veins, I know it's too late
But well, it's my problem

I was able to walk alone, always counting bills
We lie to each other in the face, so leave, better go
I'm not made of plastic and you're not my toy
And I plan to shine higher, mommy, than those pair of earrings

The world gets small when I write like today
You were everything I was, you're not what I am anymore
I know I'll go far, but not with you
You were everything I was, you're not what I am anymore

It's a little complicated, to have the devil here by my side
I told him to leave and he doesn't want to
Apparently the Sun is going to rise again
It's a little complicated for time to be my lawyer
I asked him to stay and he had to leave
I've been breaking and that's how I'll continue
I don't know where I'm going and I keep walking
The devil hides from me, I'm not even looking for him
Yeah