Watashi Igai Watashi Ja Nai No

I am not me other than myself

With a face that lacks expression, I piled up the night
Endlessly stacking up today's life
Every time I long for a better tomorrow
I hide today behind my siblings

The reflected me blinks countless times
Easily adapting to the changing hearts
But in a moment when I closed my eyes to everything else
I quickly grasped tomorrow thinking it's not so bad

I am not me other than myself
It's obvious, but still
I manage even the unrewarded feelings
I want to live, isn't that normal?

"I'm curious about breaking the shell" - someone's voice said
"I was supposed to be shut in" - I'm no longer there
"Try becoming me" - You want to try being me
"With words that won't become a voice" - Covered in smoke

It's embarrassing and I can't say it
But the things only I can protect
If I carefully weave them without looking away
Maybe there's some peace in that

I am not me other than myself
It's obvious, but still
I think even the unrewarded feelings can be managed
I want to live

I am not me other than myself
No one can change that
I took today out, to not run away
Threw it into tomorrow and opened my eyes

I am not me other than myself
Seems like you're the same, no one
Can change the fact that we can't be changed
We faced each other, that's why

I'm not afraid anymore
Waiting for the night to pass, even today
Managing the unrewarded feelings
I think I've been living, taking in the breath of life