Es Fatal

Like a helium balloon, lost in the sky from a child's hands, you disappear
Like a magic act, you come back stealing the calm I so desperately need
And when finally I've ripped you out of my life, you return to cultivate anguish in my heart, here in my fertile heart
Chorus:
You come to offer me life, you return to give me everything, asking for forgiveness convinced
But deep down I'm still the same, it's clear that it's fatal
I've been so bad without you these days, you know I can't stand being alone, you've always controlled my life, but deep down I'm still the same, it's clear that it's fatal, if you're not here
Almost impossible to continue with us, that's what I always think but I forget about it
And when finally I've ripped you out of my life, you return to cultivate anguish in my heart, here in my fertile heart
Chorus:
You come to offer me life, you return to give me everything, asking for forgiveness convinced
But deep down I'm still the same, it's clear that it's fatal
I've been so bad without you these days, you know I can't stand being alone, you've always controlled my life, because deep down I'm still the same, it's clear that it's fatal, if you're not here
(You leave or you stay). Like magic you appear and disappear leaving my soul in the painful uncertainty that hurts and burns
(You leave or you stay). You must tell me because I'll finally know the truth of this love if for you it's just: a game, fun, or if you truly love me
(You leave or you stay). No, I can't figure it out and you'll know I won't think of you if you leave and I stop suffering if you stay
(You leave or you stay). Confused, bewildered, wounded, hopeful, and in love you leave me
(Tell me if you stay or tell me if you go). If you leave forever or if you truly stay
(Tell me if you stay or tell me if you go). Don't lie with a kiss if that's not the reality
(Tell me if you stay or tell me if you go). Tell me if you're going to stay