El Idiota

Hello my love, I know you changed your phone number
And I know you even changed the color of your
Hair because you're starting a new life without me
You know, my love, I wish you find all the happiness
That I dreamed of giving you, I couldn't achieve it, forgive me

I know you left without knowing
Without listening, without understanding
That there's a poisoned dagger
Here in my chest
The harm is already done, now
I know I don't deserve your forgiveness
That I hurt your heart
Today I'm ashamed
I was the reason for your tears
Loving you so much because

I love you, I love you, I'm an idiot
I lost you, but I love you
I love you, I love you, I'm an idiot
I lost you, but I love you

But wherever you are
I want you to know that my mistakes are very big
How I miss you my love

I know you'll find another love
That gives you light, that gives you peace
That gives you everything I couldn't give you
I wish I could hug you, but
I know I don't deserve your forgiveness
That I hurt your heart
And today I'm shipwrecked in this sea of your abandonment
I can't forgive myself

And I love you, I love you, I'm an idiot
I lost you but I love you
I love you, I love you, I'm an idiot
I lost you but I love you

I love you, I love you, I'm an idiot
I lost you but I love you