In Front Of The Mirror

Today, in front of the mirror, I tried to change
I hate my appearance that no one likes
But still, more than yesterday
I feel like I'm losing myself (I really feel like I'm going crazy)
Confidently, I put on a scent that only I can smell
All the voices that resemble my charm have disappeared
I'm abandoned without hesitation
I really can't figure it out

In a room with the lights turned off
My name is meaningless
Even if I'm sad every day
I suffocate
The makeup is thick
Friends say I'm a cool girl
But what they see is deceiving
Today, again, I put on a mask without anyone knowing
In front of my empty reflection

Again, in front of the mirror
In front of my face
The crumbling self-esteem
I'm so pretty, really, I'm doing well
I can't say anything alone
And I’m falling down
I’m falling down
Continuously, only tears
The truth that will prick me sharply
I'm not pretty

Like a doll on a TV screen
Or a fake beauty in Gangnam

I've exercised diligently too
(I I tried so hard I I tired so hard)
But it's useless
(I can not get over you)

I’m not ok
I'm too obsessed with myself (obsessed)
I tried to let go
But it never ends
What's the problem? Is it me?
Or is it the difficult relationship we had together?
The person who left and the remaining me
The beautiful me in my dreams

Again, in front of the mirror
In front of my face
The crumbling self-esteem
I'm so pretty, really, I'm doing well
I can't say anything alone
And I’m falling down
I’m falling down
Continuously, only tears
The truth that will prick me sharply

Don’t you know I’m not pretty
My face may not be pretty

Actually, my heart is beautiful

If I could show my heart to people like magic
I could even show my beautiful love

Again, in front of the mirror
In front of my face
The crumbling self-esteem
I'm so pretty, really, I'm doing well
I can't say anything alone
And I’m falling down
I’m falling down
Continuously, only tears
The truth that will prick me sharply
I'm not pretty