Minha Jóia (feat. Jessica Cipriano)

Everything starts and everything ends suddenly
Like the promise of a love that isn't felt
Life is rushed and the past is so recent
And nothing changes that no matter how hard you try

The accident appeared on my way
After a few glasses of wine, I took the car alone
I left so early, afraid of my end
And now I'm at my own funeral

While four planks held my body
My soul was escaping little by little
It was so hard to get out of that suffocation
Now I know I left this world crazy

I was slowly rising, watching attentively
Those who heartlessly cried at my departure
And there are so many charms that my mind elucidates
I thought my mission was fulfilled in life

But the charm was brief like a student on strike
For I saw more heteronyms than Pessoa had
(Pessoa was a famous Portuguese poet)
Some anonymous to quench his thirst

From that photo that only looks good to those who dare
I still saw people who hadn't spoken to me in months
Hypocrisy that existed in them was welcome
I heard on the way two who judged me so many times

With the same brain that seemed like siamese twins
While another consoled my girlfriend
Like a vulture finding the dead prey on the road
The falsehood was evident in a shameless face

And I, powerless in front, unable to do anything
Already rest in peace pleases in eminence
In the short term, I may become a trend
On Facebook and there will always be someone who posts

That emoji with a Lacoste tear
Condolence in incongruence
My excellence will give tips from this experience
If you want to be well spoken of by everyone
Just close your eyes forever

I know I walked with tied hands not to fail anyone
But it was me who gave voice to the words in this fate I faced

My life, my jewel
I invested in my story
What remains are memories
My life, my jewel

My daughter, I saw my daughter too
Desolate, she shared the pain with my mother
Where is the father? Why did the father run away?
I shouted close to her and she didn't hear me

Maria, hold your grandfather's hand, he will teach you
Everything he taught me
And when you feel alone, look up
And walk in the footsteps your father left you

I saw my friends, those true ones yes
Even in the end, they never left my side
In a few years, brothers, we'll meet again
We'll toast prevailing what is always and forever

I know it's indecent to talk about this in the
Hours that pass and only for some do I still exist but
Those who value me, pray, those who despise me, laugh
Demons don't take turns, may the saints guide me

And already in purgatory, mandatory process
To access the inglorious territory for a sinner
The chatter remained notorious at the cemetery gates, desolate criterion
I advanced to my destination with a submissive air

And in that commitment, I saw a light and said
I don't care if I go to heaven or hell, what I saw today
Far from me to have eternal rest
And then I woke up from that nightmare

My heart was beating fast for that moment
I had the ambition to wish not to have it again
And a lesson that changed all my thinking
Only after dying will someone know

That it's easy to understand who will always be there
I will love mine every second I'm here
Since life is the vacation that death gives us

I know I walked with tied hands not to fail anyone
But it was me who gave voice to the words in this fate I faced

My life, my jewel
I invested in my story
What remains are memories
My life, my jewel