Ponto de Interrogação

By any chance did you ever care
To know if she wanted to or not
And if she did and you had sex, are you sure
That it was something bigger for both
You read in her face the taste, the fire, the climax of the party
And let her see in you
All the pain of infinite pleasure
And if she desires and you don't desire
You deny, claim tiredness or turn aside
Or let yourself be carried away in routine
Just like a boy so alone in the old bathroom
Leafing through magazines, eating the pictures
The colors of the photos giving you complete emotion
They are such silly questions from one person
Don't pay attention, don't listen, they are question marks
And after all these years in the dark of the room
Who says it's not just the vice of obligation
Because with the other you do everything
Remembering that so holy
Who owns your heart
I need to be aware
Of what I represent in this exact moment
In the exact instant in bed, in the mud, in the grass
Where I have a whole life in my hands