Deadly Drive

Heartbeat pounding
In irreplaceable resonance
Piling up the unfinished
Towards the approaching abyss

Today, just fakes
The visible scenery is all red
I wanted to create
A truer version of myself

What's missing
I want to grasp

In a moment of looking in the mirror
Expecting a face I don't recognize
Somewhere wishing to be honest
Living in a series of moments
But there's no equal time
So that moment is maddening
Aiming for the light, it's a deadly drive

Slightly left behind
Footprints of tears
Faintly burning
Sunlight filtering through the tree of life

Just the melody of sadness spilling over
No prayers on my left wrist

It's okay to just disappear
I just want to go to the end of the universe

The rationality that doesn't kiss
Is like a paradise hiding transient flowers
If the wounds still ache
I'll tear off the chains
The remaining shadow can't move
Feeling disappointed
The victory ruled by truth and love
Is more beautiful than flourishing decadence
Towards the darkness, a deadly drive
Aiming for an elusive light
Stray dogs