Incertidumbre

There was a time, I looked towards the future and didn't have anxiety
Of that moment arriving like I feel now
And although I have a thousand words that I could use
There isn't one that is a mirror and can reflect

What I feel at this moment
The future excites me and it won't be that reflection
Of a past that follows me like a shadow or the wind
But I know it will be what approaches perfectly

I think, I think, I think and I'm not lying
When I say I think 24/7 about this
Obsessive-compulsive describes me perfectly
But if it weren't for that, today I wouldn't be singing this

This is the vivid image that my interior has
At this moment and it shows the anxiety and fervor
I am a whirlwind of emotions of fervor and passion
I don't know that future and I'm not afraid of it

Here I am today
Not knowing where I'm going
And I'm
Looking at the sky, embracing today
Looking at paths contemplating them

Visualizing myself walking on them
Now I look at the present and say goodbye
I want and I don't want, maybe deep down I don't want
But still I can't stop what I feel I can

Achieve and this challenge I must overcome I don't wait
Maybe I won't return to the path, but I'll be where I want
I wonder today if I'll continue to be who I am
Because the future is an enigma without a solution

Because everything changes and transforms to adapt better
Will I be worse, will I be better or will I be a bit of both?
No one knows what will happen, time will tell
But right now I imagine myself being in a direction
Much better than what I live just today

I have everything I want, but it could be better
Look at me today
Because tomorrow I might not be what you see today
Because I am what I want when I want
Change is not an option

Here I am today
Not knowing where I'm going
And I'm
Looking at the sky, embracing today
Looking at paths contemplating them

Visualizing myself walking on them
Now I look at the present and say goodbye
It's inevitable, I'll change what I am now
I invest time in improving myself, I am my competitor
Maybe the future will please me for something I'll be who I am

But I don't assure that the rest will like my new self
It's hard to explain, because you are not me
Words don't convey this feeling in you
I know the rhythm and words generate an emotion

But never what I keep inside here in my interior
I know I am what I choose to be
But tastes change, what can I do?
When the time comes to have to see myself
In the mirror and say, who the hell are you?
I don't know, what do I know? I think I changed
Could be the answer to this new Green A

But we won't know until it arrives
That day in the meantime I'll be here
Here I am today
Not knowing where I'm going

And I'm
Looking at the sky, embracing today
Looking at paths contemplating them
Visualizing myself walking on them
Now I look at the present and say goodbye