Indiferente

Green A's song "Indiferente" delves into the psyche of an individual with schizoid personality disorder, offering a raw and unfiltered look at their inner world. The lyrics are a narrative that explores the protagonist's detachment from societal norms and emotional connections. The song begins with the protagonist expressing a strong aversion to the outside world, preferring the solitude of their home. This sets the stage for the funeral they are reluctantly attending, highlighting their discomfort and disinterest in social rituals and the emotional displays of others.

The protagonist's indifference is palpable as they navigate the funeral, feeling out of place and disconnected from the mourning crowd. They fantasize about escaping to a place of isolation, free from the noise and touch of others. This desire for solitude is a recurring theme, underscoring their struggle with social interactions and the overwhelming nature of human contact. The protagonist's lack of empathy and emotional response to the death and the grieving process is stark, reflecting the core characteristics of schizoid personality disorder.

As the song progresses, the protagonist's thoughts reveal a deeper cynicism about life and death. They find irony in the deceased's atheism and the subsequent religious rituals, and they reflect on the futility of human existence. The protagonist's musings on their own potential death are marked by a sense of indifference, suggesting a profound disconnection from the value of life itself. This detachment is further emphasized by their preference for solitude over forming relationships or starting a family, viewing such connections as burdensome and intrusive. The song concludes with the protagonist acknowledging their own limitations and the improbability of taking drastic actions, encapsulating their resigned acceptance of their indifferent state.