Indiferente

I have the power to enter people's minds
This time I'll enter someone's mind
With schizoid personality disorder
Let's see what they think

I don't like the world outside my house
But today I have to go out on my boss's orders
Since it's a coworker's funeral
We got along great, but this is a big expense

Of energy, time because they'll talk endlessly
About how sad it will be without him
Everyone will cry just because they can't accept
That death will come for them and others

I'm already here at the funeral
Just have to wait for this to end
I find peace at home, doesn't anyone else feel
That other people stress and tire them out every time they talk?

No way! I have to endure
A lady approaches and then starts crying
I have no idea what she's doing and she starts hugging me
Don't know if she's trying to console me or hit on me (Nah)

Whatever it is, I just want to escape
Pretend my head hurts and start moving away
The heat is unbearable and now I start sweating
I wish I could be isolated in the middle of a spring

Or at least in a bubble that could isolate me...
That was soundproof and they couldn't touch me
That had air conditioning and prevented them from looking
And yet from inside I could spy on them (ha)

No way, I can only dream
In the midst of so many people crying non-stop
Do I want to cry?... Nah, I won't deny it
I don't feel an ounce of sorrow and maybe they'll look at me weird

I guess indifference is seen as evil
And it's not my intention for all this to just not matter
Now... I'm tired of watching
How people pray and pray for someone who's leaving

The most curious thing is that the deceased was a radical atheist
Used to tell me the church was the business of evil
The irony is that with his death he only donated
Part of his insurance to that global business

I think death loves to joke
Which reminds me of the fatality
That took him from his home to this funeral
They say his daughter went crazy and shot him mercilessly

Maybe I'll never know why, but who cares
What matters to me is that it's time to leave
I sneak out the back and avoid saying goodbye
Finally, the air hits my face and that's great

Now I'm only worried about avoiding
Running into an acquaintance on my way
And I don't want to stop
To give my fake affection to a passing acquaintance

I'd rather walk around the block than have to endure
Nonsensical words I don't want to hear
If I could automate
Every service in this world to avoid

People, because I don't want to see them
Screw them, I love my solitude
That's why I don't have a girlfriend and affection is not abundant
I'll only trust my shadow and my dog Max

But I don't want to think about what will happen
If one day I brought a child to this infernal planet
I already have enough problems to deal with
Some egomaniac dwarf who steals my peace

After that, let them suck, money from the check
That I have to earn with so much effort and time
Everyone assumes I have a problem
Because I don't want to start a family in my life
Call it a problem when like them
I try to change their minds by force
That reminds me when they forced me
To present my thoughts in every class

The world is like a theater and they shouldn't force
Those who don't want to join the cast
Part of the theatrical ensemble because there will be
Many like me who just want to watch

Most don't seek a leading role
That's why the seats will always be more
But what does it matter the acting of someone else
Everyone pretends equally that their actions matter

When life is fleeting and will vanish
No one can avoid it, there's a final point
So it doesn't matter if I put a gun to my temple
Because if I die, nothing that happens afterwards will matter

There won't be a human to bother me anymore because I won't be here
But what does it matter what I think now because I know I never will

I know myself well, better than well
Don't know where they sell guns and won't investigate
Because I'm indifferent to what life and death are
If I die now, I'll be lucky and if not, well, too