Personalidad Múltiple

What the hell happened? Confusion kills me
Why is there blood on my shirt and also on my pants?
I don't remember what happened, I don't know if this is me anymore
What am I doing holding a headless body? Where am I?
Let this be a dream or a hallucination
Because I'm not a killer, even though I sometimes lose control
Because of all the monsters that dwell inside me

I'll tell you what happened because I love to see your pain
While you were asleep, I woke up and took control
I went for Magda and proposed a night of passion
And just when I brought her, I cut off her breath haha

Don't believe what he narrates, I didn't see him do anything
What I saw in what he told is that he made it up
So calm down, what if someone else killed her
And tried to incriminate you?

I don't want to, I can't
Bear this evil anymore, and what's more
If there's a hell, it's in my mind and from my mind
I can't escape, ever
What should I do? Who will understand?
That even though they say I killed her
It wasn't me, I know, all I know is that I'm a victim too

Come on, go to the police and tell them that
While you were sleeping peacefully, I killed her
Do you really think those pigs will believe?
Better give that body to a pig to eat
But first, we should relieve stress
Let's lick her skin and make her give us pleasure
With her wet lips after moistening them well
Just like in the past when she came to screw

Those ideas are not pleasant
They're deplorable and cowardly
If you think he'll listen, you're delusional
Instead of helping him, they would condemn him
I don't give a shit if I condemn him
Don't you realize that if he loses, we lose too?
And what does it matter? Are they going to lock us up?
How are we already? Damn, shut up!

I can't, I don't want to
Bear this evil anymore, and what's more
If there's a hell, it's in my mind and from my mind
I can't escape, ever
What should I do? Who will understand?
That even though they say I killed her
It wasn't me, I know, all I know is that I'm a victim too

Shit, now I don't know what the hell I have to do
How to say I didn't do it if I don't know?
How to deny that I know her if she was my ex?
And even though she already had another boyfriend, she came to see me
I know I'm not a good person, I know it very well
I can't even say I didn't touch her
Because she was pregnant a month ago
And even though I didn't know who the father was, it could be me
And besides, even if it wasn't me
Who the hell will defend someone in my position?
With a mental disorder and an alcohol addiction
Dark skin and a history of being a scammer
And damn

I'm fucked
Fucking fucked

I don't want to, I can't
Bear this evil anymore, and what's more
If there's a hell, it's in my mind and from my mind
I can't escape, ever
What should I do? Who will understand?
That even though they say I killed her
It wasn't me, I know, all I know is that I'm a victim too

How many criminals decided to kill
Against their will because of a mental disorder?
I don't know, but I know I didn't ask to be one more
And if there's a just God up there, have mercy

I can't, I don't want to
Bear this evil anymore, and what's more
If there's a hell, it's in my mind and from my mind
I can't escape, ever
What should I do? Who will understand?
That even though they say I killed her
It wasn't me, I know, all I know is that I'm a victim too