Ansiedad

I accept my feelings
And my thoughts 'cause you're not here anymore
I'm going crazy
Caught in doubt, I think and think non-stop

Tears stream down my cheeks
My heart beats and beats with anxiety
The tingling all over my body
I hug my pillow, I start to cry

And I wonder why it wasn't me
Who left this world, my God
Day by day I fight with all my strength
And my feelings against this terror

And I wonder why it wasn't me
My heart's in despair
'Cause I miss you
Just like my mind that thinks of you every day and doesn't

I just wish for a moment by your side
To ask for forgiveness if I let you down
Here in my room, there's darkness
And a scent you left from your skin

I wish I could sleep to see you in my dreams
To hold you tight and never wake up
To keep seeing those beautiful eyes
That calm my soul and ease my anxiety

And I wonder why it wasn't me
My heart's in despair
'Cause I miss you
Just like my mind that thinks of you every day and doesn't

I just wish for a moment by your side
To ask for forgiveness if I let you down
Here in my room, there's darkness
And a scent you left from your skin

I wish I could sleep to see you in my dreams
To hold you tight and never wake up
To keep seeing those beautiful eyes
That calm my soul and ease my anxiety