天ノ弱 (amanojaku)

I've been thinking
Should I tell you what I've been thinking all along?
If we can go back to being friends
I won't wish for anything more than that

If that's okay with you
I'm fine with that too
A love song full of lies
That I, a liar, have entered

Today, in this area
It was pouring rain under a clear sky
I've been bored all day yesterday
And enjoyed it to the fullest

I'm not really
Thinking about you at all
But maybe, unwillingly
I might have been thinking a bit

My head is spinning
Like a merry-go-round

The love I received from you
Feels like it's overflowing from my hands
I don't need
Limited expendable items

I've been thinking
Should I tell you what I've been thinking all along?
Even though I can't see you
I can see only your words

Just the fact that
There are things I don't know drives me crazy
Are these dangling emotions
Beautiful or ugly?

I still don't understand
And I have no one to throw them to
I'll wait until
I can see through the words
It's okay to wait, right?

How can I fill the gap
Between you moving forward and me standing still?
I'm still a coward
Who can't honestly put it into words

Who should I give away
The love I'm about to spill from my hands to you?
There's no one to give it to
I'll keep waiting

Are you ready now