pulsos em lágrimas

[Hiosaki]
It's not easy to face it head-on
I've lost control of the situation
Tears flow and no one understands me
All my problems have no solution

[Gustavo GN]
I wish all of this was a nightmare
Where I woke up a little scared
Opening my eyes a bit breathless
And felt that everything was over
But no, it's all real, yes, this pain that takes away my smile
That makes my nights a big trouble
That makes me feel like trash

It's very sad, a guy so young with no perspective
Without the will to do anything in life
That even his own family doesn't trust
To leave alone at home
I swear I tried to forget the wounds
Medications drug me but don't heal
I want to end the routine
This knife might free me from the trauma

[Hiosaki and Gustavo GN]
Don't judge me for the cuts on my wrist
I cut myself last night, I couldn't take it
In a way, the blade relieves me
Look at the point I've reached

[Gustavo GN]
Do I need help or do I need death?
Do I rely on friends or do I rely on luck?
Do I persist or give up? Nothing comforts me
Everything bothers me, I need a direction
I left school because all the tests
I only had good grades in humiliation
In the end, I got the failing grade
And what suffocates me is the depression

It would be a different story if all of you
Thought about the one you're teasing
Every joke loses its fun
From the moment it's hurting
I begged how many times I cried
You laughed seeing me in tears
There came a point where I couldn't bear
And I've been living this shit life for years

Knowing that no one cares doesn't even shake me
Because I was never someone beloved
But yes, I confess that it hurts in my soul
When I remember I had friends
Friends who always said
That they would be there for anything
They were the first to jump off the boat
In the rough sea and leave me alone

[Hiosaki]
It's not easy to face it head-on
I've lost control of the situation
Tears flow and no one understands me
All my problems have no solution

[Guh Asc]
And I look to one side, I see no one
I look to the other side, I see no one either
I look ahead, I only see the image in the mirror of someone who doesn't wish me well
Constant chest sadness I obtain
I want my life like a drawing
This anguish mistreats, I contain neurosis
Tears are flowing here

I remembered traumas, returns of traumas
That haunt everywhere
I've been criticized for doing this here
But only the artist notices his art
Shares the part of the pain that mistreats me
Takes it far away, I don't want to suffer
Don't let this evil that mistreats stay close, for God's sake, I just want to live

With my art, my mind in order
With my girl, wealth without death
No longer looking at me and being alive by luck
But the pulse always calls for a cut
Impulse makes me give in and cry
I burn another cigarette and my mind moves

I promise my girl I'll be her support
That everything will pass, we'll be stronger
I promise my brother money and a strong car
I see my mother and she says, 'Son, pray'
And to my mother, I promise that there will never be another cut on my wrist

[Hiosaki]
It's not easy to face it head-on
I've lost control of the situation
Tears flow and no one understands me
All my problems have no solution