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[Hiosaki]
It's not easy to face it head on
I've already lost control of the situation
Tears flow and no one understands me
All my problems have no solution

[Gustavo GN]
I wish this was all a nightmare
Where I woke up a little scared
Opening my eyes a little breathless
And felt like it was all over
But no, it's all real, this pain that takes away my smile
That makes my nights a big mess
That makes me feel like a bag of trash

It's very sad, such a young guy with no prospects
No desire to do anything in life
That the family itself does not trust
In leaving alone inside the house
I swear I tried to forget the wounds
Medicines drug me but do not heal
I want to put an end to the routine
This knife might free me from the trauma

[Hiosaki and Gustavo GN]
Don't judge me by the cuts on my wrist
I cut myself last night, I couldn't take it anymore
In a way the blade relieves me
Look at the point I've reached

[Gustavo GN]
Do I need help or do I need death?
Do I count on friends or do I count on luck?
Do I insist or give up? Nothing comforts me
Everything bothers me, I need a direction
I left school because all the tests
I only had good grades in humiliation
At the end of it all I failed
And what suffocates me is depression

It would be a different story if all of you
Think about the one you are playing with
Every joke ends up being funny
From the moment it's hurting
I begged how many times I cried
You laughed seeing me in tears
There came a point where I couldn't stand it anymore
I've been living this shitty life for years

Knowing that no one cares doesn't even faze me anymore
Because I was never someone dear
But yes, I confess to you that it hurts in my soul
When I remember I had friends
Friends those who always talked
That they would be with me for anything
They were the first to jump ship
In the rough sea and leave me alone

[Hiosaki]
It's not easy to face it head on
I've already lost control of the situation
Tears flow and no one understands me
All my problems have no solution

[Guh Asc]
And I look to the side and I don't see anyone
I look at the other and I don't see it either
I look forward and all I see is the image in the mirror of someone who doesn't want what's best for me
I get constant sadness in my chest
I want my life to be like a drawing
This anguish mistreats neurosis I contain
Tears are streaming down here

I remembered disorders returning from traumas
That torments everywhere
I've been criticized for doing this here
But only the artist notices his art
Share the part of the pain that I mistreat
Take it far away, I don't want to suffer
Don't let this evil that mistreats you near you, for the love of God, I just want to live

With my art my mind in order
With my wealth without death
No longer looking at myself and being alive by luck
But the wrist always cries out for a cut
Impulse makes me sit down and cry
I burn another fire and my mind moves

I promise my girl I will be your support
Once everything passes, we will be stronger
I promise my brother money and an armored car
I see my mother and she says: Son, pray
And I promise my mother that there will never be another cut on my wrist again

[Hiosaki]
It's not easy to face it head on
I've already lost control of the situation
Tears flow and no one understands me
All my problems have no solution