Soy Lo Que He Vivido

[Verse 1]

How long can I wait? I see time running out,
If for every minute, another heart beats slower,
And mine always waits next to a clock with no hands,
Out of my twelve stories, only the witch lived on.

And I never believed in anything, I laughed at the princesses,
At the frogs, at the fairies, at the nothing so immense,
At those fake friendships,
At millions of halves.

At people who passed through my life and seemed real,
They're not guts if they're not wounds in the soul,
Scars that open when you think they’ve calmed down.

Life draws my escape on my wrists,
With every cut I make on them, I lose my mind,
I lock myself up and set myself free, and only think of crying,
I know few of the problems can be solved.

But what does it matter, when there's nothing left,
If losing faith was better than waiting for it to come?
And now what will the one who had my heart do?
If the day I gave it away,
I sentenced with it what was in the past.

Because this is my truth,
With my crystal pen,
I’ll write the lines of a story with an ending.

It’s that feeling of being lost that invades me,
I’d hide between sheets waiting for the world to end,
Nothing is easy, today I laugh, yesterday I sank, tomorrow I won’t run,
It’s like losing what isn’t yours.

It’s the fear I feel, felt while I screamed,
I turned on the light, the darkness that blinded me left.

[Porta & h0lynaight]

Everything I saw will eventually fade away,
People change and memories will be lost
In a bottomless sea, after all, I swim without direction,
The clock hands stop my world.

And I carry heavy burdens on my back and don’t even feel them,
I left everything behind to live in the moment,
And who knows when your time will come,
Don’t think about yesterday or tomorrow, better think about now.

[Verse 2]

Another night I wake up again (why?)
Why does it seem early and yet it feels so late?
I wanted to fly to touch the clouds and know how it feels,
I flew and flew but when I fell, the hit was harder.

For floating without wings, they’re bullets that pierce me,
It’s like screaming in the dark while being alone,
I wonder who hears me on the other side,
If I look in a mirror and see that time has stopped.

I don’t fit if I don’t blend in this absurd world,
Life hits me but I just get dazed,
I tie a knot in my throat and go silent,
The ignorance of a fool, you live to die, that’s your price.

[Outro]

I’ve learned that I am what I’ve lived,
And I live for what I am..
(X4)

[Porta & h0lynaight]

Everything I saw will eventually fade away,
People change and memories will be lost
In a bottomless sea, after all, I swim without direction,
The clock hands stop my world.

And I carry heavy burdens on my back and don’t even feel them,
I left everything behind to live in the moment,
And who knows when your time will come,
Don’t think about yesterday or tomorrow, better think about now.