SUGA’s Interlude (feat. BTS’ SUGA)

I've been trying all my life
To split the time
Between having it all
And letting it go, yeah

Ayy, this room is filled with fake lights in my head
Ayy, with fake friends and lies, living in my heart, yeah
I lived in a dream, yeah, I had all the dreams
But the thought of just keeping dreams as dreams
Is slowly killing me
My beliefs, my trust, my faith
Not in ashes, ayy
Before the sun rises, the dawn is darker than anything
The stars you see are only in the darkness
Don't forget that

I been trying all my life
To split the time
Between having it all
And letting it go, yeah (hey)
I wonder what's in store
If I don't love it anymore (hey)
I'm stuck between having it all
And letting it go, yeah (hey)

do I really own what I have sometimes?
If I change the end of the dark tunnel without hesitation, will there be something else?
Is what I wanted really different from the future now?
It's not related, now it's a problem of existence
I don't know if it's related, yeah, yeah
I don't know if what you have is different (I don't know)
I don't know if what you live is love or will change (I don't know)
That’s true (that’s true, that’s true)
(Yeah) yeah, so, are you gonna move?
We're still hesitating and avoiding the difficult parts of our dreams
So what you gonna do?

I been trying all my life
To split the time (hey)
Between having it all
And letting it go, yeah (hey)
I wonder what's in store
If I don't love it anymore (hey)
I'm stuck between having it all
And letting it go, yeah