Miserable

I've spent my life away from a betrayal
I was aware of what happened
I have paid dearly for my big mistake
I deserve that luck that abandoned me

Obsession, miserable obsession
For condemning

I have always wondered why me
A noose around my neck and forgiveness in my hand
I have no time left to understand
Look at my face and tell me what you see in it

Obsession, miserable obsession
For condemning

I don't hold a grudge against you
I just want to live
What more do you want from me?
I'm not going to suffer anymore

Miserable forgiveness