Shinitagari

a cloudless Sunday
I’m stuck in this rut
feeling like crap, but still
putting on a happy face
I’m trying hard to gather my thoughts
just a regular guy with depression
I’m a decent person, but I’m tired of it all
I’m done with this

I’ve got a death wish, but that’s okay
nobody’s gonna care if I’m gone
I’ve got a death wish, but that’s okay
I’m tired of hearing it, I’d rather be dead

what do you know about me?
you say you don’t understand me
then just let me die, alright?
you can’t stand being alone
no matter how much you complain
in the end, it’s just your own problem
crying and whining, even if it hurts
it’s just how I am

I’ve got a death wish, but that’s okay
nobody’s gonna care if I’m hurt
I’ve got a death wish, but that’s okay
I’m just a miserable mess, and that’s fine

I’ve got a death wish, but I’m still alive
if I want to die, why am I still here?
I’ve got a death wish, but that’s okay
I want to die, so just let me go

I don’t want to live, but I don’t want to die
I don’t even know what I want to do
if you ask me, I’m just confused

without saying a word
should I live or die?
I’m stuck in this

I’ve got a death wish, but that’s okay
nobody’s gonna care if I’m gone
I’ve got a death wish, but that’s okay
just do what you want, let me die

I’ve got a death wish, but I’m still alive
just tell me if I should live or die
I’ve got a death wish, but that’s okay
if you don’t want to live, then just let it go

I know what I’m talking about

death wish, death wish
death wish, yeah, death wish, ahh
without saying a word, just let it go.