Two-faced Lovers

From a dream of good things, I woke up
My brain environment
Has been manipulated by something called love
And since then

Why did I cry and run away from the truth?
I don't have the capacity
To control my deep environment

I exposed the vague, innocent emotional theory
Inside the structure of things
How should I act, how should I hide my true intentions
The madam who conceals the truth
Is calling out, hey!

Why do I face each day with good things
Then, tomorrow, like this, goodbye baby
The balance between accepting reality and escaping reality
Is the rhythm of this heart

Is there nothing good somewhere?
I ask my backstabbing self
Self-deception, self-justification, self-deception, going around in circles
Ahhh

Just touch me honestly
But it's not what I want, it hurts, it hurts
Touching, meeting, feeling like I can climb to the sky

In any way, in any direction
Here, there, everywhere
Right now, I'll jump into the chaos

I'm falling in love, love
I'm getting tangled up
I'm getting a taste of bitterness
Thinking behind the scenes!

I'm tying myself up with a sense of guilt
I'm blindly following
I'm falling in love, love right now!
I want to love, love, love, not!

From a dream of good things, I woke up
My brain environment
Has been manipulated by something called love
And since then

Why did I cry and run away from the truth?
I don't have the capacity
To control my deep environment

In general, I waved off the innocent
Big disaster, mixed with ego
How should I act, how should I hide my true intentions
It seems like I've grasped the words to confirm

Why do I face each day with good things
Then, tomorrow, like this, goodbye baby
The balance between accepting reality and escaping reality
Is the rhythm of this heart

Is there nothing good somewhere?
I ask my backstabbing self
Self-deception, self-justification, self-deception, going around in circles
Ahhh

Just touch me honestly
But it's not what I want, it hurts, it hurts
Touching, meeting, feeling like I can climb to the sky

In any way, in any direction
Here, there, everywhere
Right now, I'll jump into the chaos

I'm falling into despair
I'm planning to go today
Why am I holding back?
Waiting behind the scenes!

I'm provoking analytically
I'm singing emotionally
I'm falling in love, love right now!
I really want to love, not love!