Bad Apple

Even in the passing time
Drowsiness spins round and round
Even the heart that drifts away from me
I can't see it, I don't know

Without moving from my place
Continuing to be swept away in the gaps of time
I don't know, about the surroundings
I am me, that's all

Are you dreaming? I see nothing
My words are useless
To grieve is just tiring
It's fine to spend without feeling anything

Even if given confusing words
My mind is just in the clouds
If I were to move from here
I would change everything to black

Is there a future for someone like me?
Do I exist in this kind of world?
Am I sad now? Am I in pain now?
Without understanding myself

Just walking is tiring
I don't even bother to know about others
If I can change even myself
If I can change, I'll turn white

Even in the passing time
Drowsiness spins round and round
Even the heart that drifts away from me
I can't see it, I don't know

Without moving from my place
Continuing to be swept away in the gaps of time
I don't know, about the surroundings
I am me, that's all

Are you dreaming? I see nothing
My words are useless
To grieve is just tiring
It's fine to spend without feeling anything

Even if given confusing words
My mind is just in the clouds
If I were to move from here
I would change everything to black

If I move, if I move
I'll destroy everything, I'll destroy everything
If I grieve, if I grieve
My heart will turn white

About you, about me
About everything, I still don't know
If I open my eyes to my thoughts
If I destroy everything, I'll turn black