Enko girl

Everyone changed when they entered high school
Realizing things from far before
Gossiping about students in the schoolyard
Talking only about serious and erotic things

When we were in middle school
Things like sex were just a dream within a dream
Believing in purity in the blue spring
Seems like everything never happened

Look at the makeup and the pretense
Wandering around at night with the same face
Then bowing to the monkey, greetings to the opponent
Clutching onto hope with a persistent voice

Those guys and that girl are different
Surely there's still no difference
Laughing at the graduation ceremony, waving hands
Still there, unchanged

But I heard terrible rumors
It's unbearable to listen to

Enko, enko, enko, girl
Wanting to disappear, wanting to cry, thinking of you at night
Justifying it as love and excuses, a regrettable brain disease
Enko, enko, enko, girl
Wanting to touch, wanting to hug, wishes unfulfilled
Alone in the room, the moldy textbooks without a place to go

It's no different from our middle school days
What a mess, spreading rumors
The erotic and fantasy have disappeared
What used to be normal is now a strange world

That girl is sitting far away
Acting like a fashionable enemy
Chattering about fashion and piercings
The smile hasn't changed much

You have a face that doesn't reveal anything
But what were you doing behind the scenes?

Enko, enko, enko, girl
Correcting the thoughts of wanting to disappear and cry
It's all lies and nonsense, avoid eye contact with a brain disease
Enko, enko, enko, girl
Not knowing, not hearing, able to deceive but the night won't dawn
Alone in the room, sinking into a dark, straight, rigid

I remember, it was a few years ago at Chiba Station
I saw you, next to you was a man around forty
He disappeared into the crowd, facing the back of the stairs
I wanted to scream but had no voice
I reached out my hand, but it never reached

Disappearing, disappearing
Far, far, far away

I I I love you
What a shameful word, right?
I I I need you
What a silly thought, right?
I I I want you
What a shitty wish, but still
I I I I I I
Just nonsense in my head

Enko, enko, enko, girl
Wanting to disappear, wanting to cry, thinking of you at night
Justifying it as love and excuses, a regrettable brain disease
Enko, enko, enko, girl
Wanting to touch, wanting to hug, wishes unfulfilled
Alone in the room, the flow of time, sweet emotions

If you want to cry, just cry, right?
If you can't cry, it's fine, right?
It's too scary to not cry
Growing up and changing, a regrettable brain disease
Enko, enko, enko, girl
Far, far away, that girl is shining
I'm smiling too, but I don't want to meet you again

Love

That girl is a cute enko girl
A cute enko girl with a cute smile
That girl is a cute enko girl
A cute enko girl with white cuteness
Disappearing with an unknown man
Adding up the words of that night
Whispering, keep it

I I I love you
I I I need you
I I I want you
I I I I I I

I I I love you
I I I need you
I I I want you
I I