Jisatsu No Uta

Hatsune Miku's song 'Jisatsu No Uta' delves into the dark and deeply personal theme of suicidal thoughts and the struggle for self-acceptance. The lyrics are a raw and unfiltered expression of the protagonist's desire to escape a world that feels overwhelmingly painful and unkind. The repeated desire to die, expressed through phrases like 'はあ死にたい' (I want to die) and '首をつって死にたい' (I want to hang myself), highlights the depth of the protagonist's despair and hopelessness.

The song also touches on the internal conflict of not being able to accept oneself. Lines such as '自分を認められない自分が許せなくて' (I can't forgive myself for not being able to accept myself) and '自分が大嫌いな自分が悲しすぎて' (I'm too sad because I hate myself) reveal a profound self-loathing and a yearning for self-acceptance. This internal struggle is further emphasized by the protagonist's plea for divine intervention, '神様お願いどうか助けて' (God, please help me), indicating a desperate search for relief and understanding.

Despite the heavy themes, there is a glimmer of hope in the desire to '好きになりたい' (want to like myself). This suggests that the protagonist is not entirely resigned to their fate and still harbors a wish to overcome their inner turmoil. The song ends on a note of exhaustion, 'はあもう寝よう' (let's sleep), which can be interpreted as a temporary escape from the relentless pain.

'Jisatsu No Uta' is a poignant exploration of mental health struggles, particularly the battle with self-worth and the desire for acceptance. It serves as a stark reminder of the importance of compassion and understanding for those who are suffering.