Jisatsu No Uta

Ha, I want to die
I want to hang myself
Goodbye to this painful world
I will surely become happy
Ah, let's die
Where should I die?
Without causing trouble to anyone
Suddenly tears spilled
It's not that it's hard to be expected
It's not like that
I can't forgive myself

Ha, why
Why should I live?
I can't find a single enjoyable thing
Even if I search
Ah, I hate it
I hate everything
It's okay if I'm not understood
Because I've always been alone
I want to be loved or to love
It's not like that
I hate myself so much
It's too sad

I wonder if dying hurts
I wonder if I can die beautifully
God, please
Please help me

I want to
Like myself
It's not easy
But I want to clear
The unbearable pain in my heart

I don't really want to die
I just want to disappear
I can't stop
But I can't stop wanting to die

Ha, let's just go to sleep