Jishou Mushoku ( Self Inflicted Achromatic)

I want to be someone like you
I want to be someone like myself
If I desire, I can do that
But is that really me?
Just a childish dream
If it's me, I should just die

Just by me living
Tens of thousands of people are sad
No one wishes for me
It would be nice if it were such a world
Just by me disappearing
Hundreds of millions of people are happy
If no one hates anything
There's nothing happier than that

Tomorrow, I will still be a dream
I should just disappear like this

Even if I live like this
Hundreds of millions of people don't know
No one wishes for me
Is it okay if it's such a world?
Even if I disappear like this
Hundreds of millions of people won't change
If no one hates me
It's no different from a loss

In the end, everyone falls the same way
Until the end, your own self will crumble
In the end, everyone becomes the same

Just by me being okay
Why do you smile so much?
With that smile of yours
Even if sad or wanting to disappear
It would be better if there was no reason to say goodbye

Even if I disappear like this
Hundreds of millions of people won't change
But something that stops me
I can't smile with that face