Jishou Mushoku ( Self Inflicted Achromatic)

I want to be someone like you I want to be someone who is true to myself If that's what I want, I'll do it But is that really me? Just one childish dream If I'm like this, I wish I'd just die

I wish the world was a place where tens of thousands of people would be sad just because I'm alive, and no one wanted me. If I could just disappear and hundreds of millions of people would be happy, and no one would hate me, then there's nothing more satisfying than that

Tomorrow I'll be in a dream again I wish I could just disappear like this

Even if I live like this, hundreds of millions of people won't know, and no one wants me. Wouldn't it be nice if the world was like that? Even if I disappeared, hundreds of millions of people wouldn't change. If no one hates me, then it's still a loss

In the end, everyone will collapse in the same way

Why do you laugh so much just because I'm cool with you? With that smile on your face, even if you're sad and want to disappear, I wish there was no reason to say goodbye

Even if I disappeared, hundreds of millions of people wouldn't change, but there's something that's stopping me. With that face, I can't laugh