Kimi No Kamisama Ni Naritai

In the song of my life, you should cherish life
In the song of my family, you should cherish love
Saying such things, the true desire was just a delusion
A flawed adult covered in filth, that was me

I sang because it hurt
I sang because it was sad
I sang because I wanted to live. It was just a lump of ego
With this kind of song, no one should be saved
But I wanted to become your god

With this kind of song, your wounds won't heal
Can embracing you
Or screaming change anything about reality?
Screaming desperately is just for my own relief
The true desire was just a delusion
But you also wanted to be saved
I am helpless, I am helpless
I am helpless, I am helpless. I am helpless

Falling apart, falling apart, falling apart, becoming scabs from wounds
I wanted to talk to someone, like a foolish story
I wanted to say I was saved, I wanted to say I wanted to live
Oh, I see, it's thanks to myself that things changed. Good for me

As a child, I thought I would become wonderful
As an adult, I thought I would become wonderful
Or rather, becoming a wonderful adult
I thought I wanted to save myself

As time passes, what I do
Is with a worn-out, muddy self
Living to the fullest
Singing like vomiting

I sang countless times. I sang until the scabs peeled off
With my raw self, I wanted to become your god

With this kind of song, your wounds won't heal
Can embracing you
Or screaming change your suffering?
Screaming in a frenzy is not something I actually like
The true desire was just a delusion
So no one can be saved
I am helpless. I am helpless
I am helpless. I am helpless. I am helpless

I want proof of life
I want someone to call out to me
But that's not so important
It's just a life that wants to fall
I want to sing a song that saves someone
I want to sing a song that protects someone
I want to sing a song that saves you
It's impossible

You can find happiness in your own way
With this kind of song, your wounds won't heal
I want to embrace you, I want to scream for you
All your wounds and pain
But ultimately, you are strong
You will surely face forward alone

If that's the case, it's fine
But if tears spill over
Let me sing with my helplessness
A dirty song
About your pain, your suffering
Your weakness, your heart
I am helpless. I am helpless
I couldn't become a god
I am helpless. I am helpless
With a helpless song, I want to save you, but I want to save you