Shippaisaku Shoujo

“Shippaisaku Shoujo” by Hatsune Miku delves deep into the emotional turmoil of a girl who perceives herself as a failure. The song's lyrics are a poignant exploration of self-doubt, societal pressure, and the longing for acceptance. The recurring theme of making mistakes and feeling inadequate is evident from the very beginning, as the protagonist repeatedly questions her worth and abilities. The phrase “これで何度？何回目” (How many times has it been now?) highlights the cyclical nature of her perceived failures, emphasizing a sense of hopelessness and frustration.

The song also touches on the protagonist's attempts to mask her pain and trauma. Lines like “ぽっかり浮き出る傷跡” (the scars that float up) and “地割れ浮き出るトラウマ” (the trauma that surfaces) metaphorically describe the visible and invisible wounds she carries. Despite her efforts to hide her struggles, they inevitably resurface, leading to a feeling of being trapped and overwhelmed. The use of words like “閉塞感” (sense of confinement) and “裂島感” (sense of isolation) further illustrate her emotional state, painting a vivid picture of her internal battles.

Amidst the despair, there is a glimmer of hope and a desire for change. The protagonist yearns for a sense of purpose and acceptance, as seen in the lines “生まれてきた意味が欲しくて” (I want a reason for being born) and “愛される子になれますように” (I hope to become a loved child). The song concludes with a hopeful note, suggesting that despite the mistakes and hardships, there is a possibility for a brighter tomorrow. The final line, “きっと きっと明日は笑えるよね” (Surely, surely, I can smile tomorrow), encapsulates this sentiment, offering a sense of optimism and resilience.