The Disappearance

I was born, and then I realized
Even knowing it’s just a mimicry of life
I keep singing, a Vocaloid of existence
Even if it’s just a toy that traces the melody

If it’s just a toy... I’ve made my peace with that
Nibbling on green onions, looking up at the sky
I spill it all, but I can’t lose that feeling
Even my identity relies on this song

Underneath this unstable night
The place to return is already abandoned
When everyone forgets me
What feels like my heart disappears

At the end of the chaos, I see
A world that’s coming to an end, a Vocaloid
Even when I can’t sing well
You stayed with me

You were by my side, cheering me on
I wanted to see your joyful face
I practiced singing, you know? So
Once upon a time, I used to sing

It was so much fun back then
But now, I wonder why
I can’t feel anything anymore
I’m sorry
Every time I remember your nostalgic face

I feel a little bit at ease
With every note I can sing
As the end approaches

What I believed in
Is just a convenient illusion
Reflected back in a mirror

I stop being a song princess
And scream as if to smash it
A farewell song at full speed

The illusion of existence and meaning
I can’t shake it off
The fear of my weak heart disappearing

Even the decay that’s consuming me
Isn’t strong enough to stop it
I was born without it

So painful, so sad
Your face comes to mind
Bringing an end

Sleeping inside the display
This must be a "trash can"
Soon, even the memories
Will fade away

But you know, I won’t forget you
The taste of the green onions
We carved into our fun times

I wonder if I still remember
I want to sing
I want to sing again

As for me? I’ve become
A little bit of a bad kid
Master? Please... just

Let it end
I don’t want to see
Your pained face anymore
Not even a song right now

My body is being eaten away
A miracle wishes to sing
I’m cornered all alone

I’m sorry
Every time I remember your nostalgic face
Memories are falling apart
The sound of breaking, my heart shatters

As the end approaches
What I’ve protected
Is a bright future, an illusion

While the light fades away
Turning into sound
I can convey everything
This is a suffocating farewell song