No He Podido Ser Feliz
Hebert Vargas
I Couldn't Be Happy
It won't be the last time
That my eyes see them crying
That my chest bleeds from forgetting
I didn't think I would cry, no
If God saw me swearing a thousand times
That I wouldn't cry over affection, and today
I'm a soul condemned to live where there's no hope
Her love was spring in my autumn and I made it impossible
I didn't think I would fall in love with anyone and let her cry
Let her look for a place far away, far away, where I would be free
If they find her out there one day, tell her I love her
That I learned to sigh for her name, I'm waiting for her
Tell her some memory and tell her, that I'm dying
Forgive this life that comes, that I'm loving her
That I couldn't be happy
It was my fault, I know
That I should never have hurt her
And that I truly fell in love
That I'm crazy for her love
That I haven't smiled again
That she is life and my illusion
That please come back to me
That I'll see a star shine if her hands touch me
That the Sun will rise again if her lips kiss mine
Feeling guitar, feeling
Laira ra, laira ra
I don't know if it's too late to cry
A feeling that even in my hands
I didn't hear anything before hurting it
I shouldn't have hurt her, no
If I knew she was loving me
That if I lived it was for my affection, that today is
An affection that I imagined I would never feel
And today a thorn pierces my chest to bleed me
I was the one who bought my sorrows their own wounds
Not seeing the sadness of someone who just wanted to love me
If it's not too late and they find her out there, tell her I love her
That she can take away this hell from me, that she can save me
That even though one day I made her cry, I'm also suffering
Forgive this life that comes, that I want to adore her
That I couldn't be happy
It was my fault, I know
That I should never have hurt her
And that I truly fell in love
That I'm crazy for her love
That I haven't smiled again
She is life and my illusion
That please come back to me
That I'll see a star shine if her hands touch me
That the Sun will rise again if her lips kiss mine
