Don't Know You

Now I know. Even without words
Why didn't I realize it was so easy?
In the time it takes to put on these clothes
I could have held you for 30 more minutes

I didn't know the depth of your heart
I knew your clothing size
The way to make you smile is pure
But I was foolish

Rather than getting mad at me
When there's nothing to fight about
You wouldn't have been so cold like this
I realize it only after it's over

I don't know you enough
I don't know your heart
I didn't even realize you were drifting away from me

I really don't know
I misunderstood your gifts
What you wanted
Wasn't this

I wanna be a good girl
Not just receiving
I wanted to give
Now I've wasted money
Your heart looking at me is a dream

It might sound like an excuse
But even when I'm absent
I was changing for you
A capable, acknowledged girl friend
As desperate as filial piety
It was a dream

What if you leave?
I'm not one of your options
What if you give up on me?
To you
I probably won't leave a trace

What do you remember me by?
Do you reminisce about me?
Look back when you call me

So I can have all the love
You gave me
So I can give happiness

I don't know you enough
I don't know your heart
I didn't even realize you were drifting away from me

I really don't know
I misunderstood your gifts
What you wanted
Wasn't this

I can't live
without your love, love
I can't live without your love

I don't know you enough
I don't know your heart
I didn't even realize you were drifting away from me

I really don't know
I misunderstood your gifts
What you wanted
Wasn't this