Rancorosa

Today I woke up
With a desire to send a text the size of the world
But I didn't send it
I wrote and erased
I wrote and erased

I don't even know
How many times my finger went to send and I avoided

If I send what I think, we won't come back
Then her photo disappears instantly
And if I know that grudgeful one well
There will be a glass, there will be a photo with the caption: New life

And every time I go to leave her, I keep quiet
But sometimes I feel like
Sending her far away, I get closer
And every time I go to leave her, I keep quiet
But sometimes I feel like
Sending her far away, I get closer

I don't know what she did to me
I'm an admitted coward
And the fear of losing you
My arguments start to get lost
And then who said I send it?

If I send what I think, we won't come back
Then her photo disappears instantly
And if I know that grudgeful one well
There will be a glass, there will be a photo with the caption: New life

And every time I go to leave her, I keep quiet
But sometimes I feel like
Sending her far away, I get closer
And every time I go to leave her, I keep quiet
But sometimes I feel like
Sending her far away, I get closer

I don't know what she did to me
I'm an admitted coward
And the fear of losing you
My arguments start to get lost
And then who said I send it?