muriéndome de amor </3

Today it's time to go home
Not pretending that nothing is happening to me when it is happening to me
I take the dog out at night and look at your terrace
And I think about smoking a cigarette there, while you hug me

The best decisions are always the ones that hurt the most
How to stop speaking and see this language die
And now you are so beautiful that my soul shrinks
Because I know what's happening to you since you've been without me

And now I'm dying of love
Alone than ever before and drinking for both of us
It's time to swallow and think about you secretly
Open my wounds and tear out my heart

I don't know if I'm going to get high to stop thinking about it for a moment
Or shave my hair like I used to do
To put a period to this streak
But there is something that prevents me from doing it
And without you I would no longer be me
Like a plane without an airport
Like Segovia, without winter

And now I'm dying of love
Alone than ever before and drinking for both of us
It's time to swallow and think about you secretly
Open my wounds and tear out my heart

But I'm not going home today
Today I'm going to eat anything
Today I'm going to eat any mouth
Today I will forcefully forget you
Because I also have to learn to live alone
Sleeping straight through for eight hours
Without dreaming of your fucking voice

And now I'm dying of love
Alone than ever before and drinking for both of us
It's time to swallow and think about you secretly
Open my wounds and tear out my heart

And tear out my heart
And tear out my heart
And tear out my heart