Deja La Luz Prendida

I try to forget about you
Maybe you already forgot about me
You don't write me letters like before
Maybe you have another man now

And I still don't think about any other woman
I sit here struggling
With your phone line busy every time I dial
I remember your face when I look at the walls of my room

That's why I can't stop thinking about you
Every time I breathe, I see you in this crazy love
It's been a while since I touched you
And I remember it all ended that day I told you

That we couldn't see each other
And today I feel it's my fault because I never learned to appreciate
What I have, and I get angry
I don't even dare to look you in the eyes again

I wish the phone would ring and you'd call me and forgive me
I want to know something about you, I miss you
I pass by your house and see that you only have the light on
In the bathroom, maybe I never really got to know you well

Maybe you don't even want to hear from me anymore
Or maybe you're crying in bed
Today is the fourth day
That you sleep well until tomorrow

Sometimes I don't know if I should squeeze the sun
To feel warmth

Leave the light on
Let me come back, let me say goodbye
Understand that we never acted as we should
Until we feel like our lives are slipping away

Leave the light on
Let me come back, let me say goodbye
Understand that we never acted as we should
Until we feel like our lives are slipping away

Today is the fifth day without you
I haven't even seen you in the street or with your friends
It's like you've disappeared
And I don't know, I can't stop feeling a pain in my stomach

And a little bit of remorse
But I don't dare to go to your house because you already know me
That I'm a bit stubborn
But I keep walking through the darts of the street

I feel trapped
The days keep passing, I think it's too much already
I think you're the worst, you with someone and me sitting here
Even though I know very well that I lost what we had gained

I think I'll have to go out and look for you
Stop behaving as if I were the victim
I miss you, but I don't want us to be seen together yet
You know I feel weird when I'm with you

Although we had some moments of joy
Even if you want to, you can't control the heart
One more call to voicemail

Sometimes I don't know if I should squeeze the sun
To feel warmth

Leave the light on
Let me come back, let me say goodbye
Understand that we never acted as we should
Until we feel like our lives are slipping away

Leave the light on
Let me come back, let me say goodbye
Understand that we never acted as we should
Until we feel like our lives are slipping away

I start asking about you even if they tell me I'm stubborn
Your friends say it's been over a week
Since they've seen you at school
And that's not right, I don't know what to think

I'm on my way, I'll have to reach your door
Even though I feel like my pride won't let me
Lights off, I don't hear any murmurs
The door open, the light in the bathroom still on

I think you're asleep
I turn on lights and open the windows
There's a mess everywhere
The door to your room, you locked it with a padlock

Open the damn door
You're with someone, right?
Open the door!
I knock down the door, I see a pack of pills and a line of coke

On a mirror above your bed
The room scratched with yours and my initials
This doesn't look good at all
There's a message on the dresser addressed to me, it says:

Since you didn't know how to value the time I gave you my whole life
In 2 and a half years
I feel like this relationship is beyond repair
You left me confused

I love you but I don't want you
And at the same time, I don't want to see anyone else in this life
I feel like I have no way out
I have a rope in my closet

I wasn't very sure yesterday
But today I feel the same as I do every day
I haven't even gone to school
I've torn up the photos and letters I kept in my backpack

I hung up the phone
I have a depressive feeling
And I can't calm down
I hope you can get here before it's too late

If you could come and save me
If you could
I hope you decide, I'll wait for you in the bathroom
I'll leave the light on