Sueño Con Volver

I ended up calling her again
Asking her to come back, to keep me company
Because whenever I'm alone, I fall into those stupid things
And I only think about partying to heal all the wounds

It bothers me that she ignores me, that she follows me like a spy
My mistakes bother her, that's why she distrusts
How much more would I give to be able to bring her joy
But it ended up happening just what I didn't want

As always, I'm left with empty hands
I'm angry with God, I even got mad at Mary
Because I can't find a reason in all this mess
My chest is burning but my head is cool, I follow my philosophy

Even though inside I'm crying without comfort
I won't be the first one to suffer
For not understanding life, for not finding the way
For her to smile at me, for her to be mine

And if I see you again, what would I do? I don't know
Maybe I'll keep betting everything like I did yesterday
Because I miss touching your skin at every dawn
Because even though I think about escaping, I still dream of returning

And if I see you again, what would I do? I don't know
Maybe I'll keep betting everything like I did yesterday
Because I miss touching your skin at every dawn
Because even though I think about escaping, I still dream of returning

I thought this shit was forever
You left suddenly, it feels so ugly
Your parents say I'm a delinquent
Because I took their daughter one December morning

Honestly, I'm broken, shattered
There's no sense or reason for you to come back to my side
That's why I'm now in this bar, drunk
Where one kills the sorrows and goes home renewed

I ended up calling her again
Asking her to come back, to keep me company
And she said she didn't want to anymore, she said she didn't understand me
She said so many bad things, I would never repeat them (For Mary)

I can make this not last forever
To get it out of my heart, out of my mind
I need an urgent change but I'm not decided
Because now I just want her to come back here with me (Please)

And if I see you again, what would I do? I don't know
Maybe I'll keep betting everything like I did yesterday (Ah, yes)
Because I miss touching your skin at every dawn
Because even though I think about escaping, I still dream of returning

And if I see you again, what would I do? I don't know
Maybe I'll keep betting everything like I did yesterday (Yes)
Because I miss touching your skin at every dawn
Because even though I think about escaping, I still dream of returning