Shaky Friendship

Why do I keep thinking about my friend's girl
Is she really that great?
Why is she the only thing on my mind
If I can't have her?
Why do I get excited by her text
That my friend carelessly left behind?
I could just ignore her, but why can't I
Stop thinking about her?
I must be crazy, I don't even know myself
Caught in the trap of my old friend's love
It's so hard because of a girl
It hurts so much, but I could have her if I wanted
Why do I keep overthinking this
And doubting myself?

Sorry, my friend, for briefly coveting you
My feelings for you until now
Are still a bit unclear
Understand, my friend, the fleeting feelings I had
Someone is testing the friendship between you and me
It seems
Think about it

What is this really, why am I so drawn
To my friend's girl?
Knowing it's wrong, why do I keep
Being drawn to her?
Why do I laugh at the story of my friend and her
When I know it's not right?
Imagining things that will never happen, why
Do I keep doing this?
I really don't know, I hate this side of me
Just for a moment, I doubted my loyalty
I hate this side of me
It hurts so much, like tearing my heart out
Now I have to let go of everything and return to my friend's side
I have to

Sorry, my friend, for briefly coveting you
My feelings for you until now
Are still a bit unclear
Understand, my friend, the fleeting feelings I had
Someone is testing the friendship between you and me
It seems
Think about it