Agua de Mayo

And don't you see that from thinking so much and screwing myself over in your absence I'm wasting away
This night again I need to feel your warmth and have you on my chest
I'm almost addicted to your smell, I'm learning your color by heart
You make me forget the pain that heartbreak leaves, you distort my time
Too used to having you to lose you without looking for you
Too hooked to be strong and learn to see you without needing you
And grab you and undo you and prepare to tie you up and breathe you and sigh I don't have enough fingers to touch you

Oh, I don't know what I'm going to do
I'll die if I don't get it
You are my big mistake
And you are my hallelujah
Without you I'll be frustrated. If it doesn't rain in May it will be your fault

I'm sweating and without you, I won't be able to sleep
If I can't have you I have nothing to lose
I have to survive

I should have left you when my mother caught us
But it's too late
Today as yesterday in my hands you burn
I spend my afternoons with you
My mornings, and my nights
Girl, you will never meet again
The green ones in my car
See if I love you, listen
I do not deny your presence
You are the cancer in my piggy bank
That I shouldn't love you
That you are not part of my fight
Blessed is he who controls you
Chocho, for your love I have become weak
Let me at least reproach you

I'm sweating and without you
And grab you and undo you and prepare to tie you up and breathe you and sigh I don't have enough fingers to touch you oh I don't know what I'm going to do